Thou fusty clay-brained codpiece!

I sit here at 12:23 AM trying desperately to write something substantial.  Why?  I don’t have an obligation to blog to anyone but myself.  I may have between one and three total readers, and even then they are sporadic in their visitations.  However, I feel like I am in the mood to write – even if it’s just a sentence or two.  I have my music playing in my ears, because my laptop speakers do not work.  I still don’t know why.  I’ve tried fixing them time and time again.  Tonight I felt like a bit of an 80′s flashback.  When I got home from work around 11:30 tonight I sat down with the intention of writing quickly and going to bed.  Instead I sat down in front of Facebook and wasted time on World Poker Tour.  I, then, wasted time on Pandora.  Oooh, “Hungry Eyes” just came on Pandora.  Thank the Lord above for volume.  I didn’t quite make it to my bedroom, so I’m sitting on the couch having to listen to Nancy talk to herself.  I suppose I could get my lazy ass up.  I’m so tired.

new blog?

I’m still unsure if I want to stick this blog on the shelf, so to speak, and start a new one. I think I will do some research once I hit the bookstore as a procrastination technique.

Life

It really sucks lately. Is it weird to rather want a rare incurable disease than to go through this bullsh_t anymore?

No reason…

…to be slacking now! I just downloaded Word Press for BlackBerry. No excuses not to blog, now – only excuses for random short ones! Like this one…haha!

Random thoughts

As per my previous post, here I am blogging again.  I find that blogging can be therapeutic and can definitely work in your favor when it comes to getting things off your chest BEFORE you confront other people.  (No, not speaking from experience…*whistle*) Okay, so I have learned said lesson over the past week.  I guess it is all part of human nature that we can be idiots and overreact sometimes.  The most we can hope for is that other parties realize this and be cool about it.

It has been such a busy semester so far.  I will be very happy when it’s over and I can slow down for a minute and maybe (hopefully) head out on a week vacation to Seattle.  I miss my people!

I am sitting here waiting for my parasitology class to start.  I have a test and should probably look over a few things to refresh my memory.  Oh!  I just reminded myself of a new link to add over on the side.  I shall submit this and then submit that.

<3 Y’all!

Redoing the blog…

I have decided to start blogging again. Though I never decided to STOP, I realize it just happens sometimes and to roll with it. I have not decided if I am going to do an entire layout change or an entire blog site change. However, I do realize that everything I have blogged about since the beginning is important and should stay a part of my blog. So with that said, that’s what I shall do. I will post this, plug in my laptop to charge and go to class. Then I shall blog after class and after my interview. Sound like a deal? Gooood.

Quick Update

Unemployed. Back in school. Got dumped. Long story that I am usually very bipolar about. Some days I understand, other days I don’t…and I am really bitter, resentful and cynical on the days I don’t. Most of the time I try and keep myself busy enough to trick myself into not caring, but on the days I fail the following quote seems to apply:

“Every time I’ve ever believed in a happy ending I’ve gotten severely f**ked.”

…which is a shame, considering how much I know I have to offer someone who wants to be with me.

Anyway, I’m going to be pathetic and wait for him to weed through his shit. I’m going to (try to) keep the hope and faith, and if all the BS talk we made of “soul mates” and “fate” is true for us then we’ll end up back together.

Blah, blah, blah.

Where to Begin?

It has been quite a while since I last blogged and a lot has happened since then…which is usually the case, isn’t it?  I have been wanting to write but just haven’t been in the mood lately…so I will keep it short and sweet.

Went to Seattle for a week at the end of June to visit Nathan and Emilie and had a blast.  Played a lot of Rock Band.  Missed being there.  Weather was awesome.

Fallen in love with man from previous post.  Better yet, he loves me back.

My dad died while I was in Seattle and I didn’t know it until days after.  I have had a lot on my mind about this but I don’t really want to write about it much.  It’s been almost a week since we buried him, so I am really at a loss for words right now.

So I’ll leave it at that.

I’m in Ohio right now visiting Jim.  Not sure if it was the best time to come here after all the stuff in the last week has happened but it was a trip that was already paid for and time off work was approved so hey, might as well.

So that can be it for now.  Having fun.

New Layout

I am totally digging this new layout. I think it’s even made me want to blog more. See! I am blogging about the new layout – what has the world come to? I haven’t had enough coffee today and I totally forgot that I had a girl’s night out tonight at 7. I have a feeling I might become plastered. Hopefully not too plastered…I would like to do a little more on my Saturday night besides drink and pass out. So this is my promise to not drink too much! Oh goodness, if I drunk dial please don’t hold it against me.

Right now I’m watching Bridezillas on my lunch break. Funny stuff. My sister should have gone on that show.

Just noticed duplicate widgets on either side of the new layout.  Can’t be having that.  Must reorganize widgets!

Ahhhh, Saturday

I woke up this morning with a song in my head by Travis Tritt…”It’s a great day to be alive.”  While everyday is a great day to be alive, today more than anything I *feel* it.  After a week of good news and near bliss (and I only say “near” because work got in the way – but I am thankful for the job…nevermind the pissy people), I am overflowing with joy.

On Tuesday, I got a phone call from my school notifying me of my acceptance into the medical lab program.  On top of that, they told me to drop my summer classes and to take them in the Fall.  So I have nothing to do from now until August except work, take my Seattle vacation and get my house painted.

Among that high, I’ve met someone so incredible who gives me that amazing fluttery feeling that I have not felt in a long time.  The minute I decide that any kind of relationship is not right for me (due to reasons aplenty), someone comes along and changes my mind within seconds.  This person is so wonderful and it feels so comfortable and natural and it feels like we have known each other for a lifetime already.  It’s definitely the something extraordinary I was hoping would come along one day.

On top of that, I had a talk with a certain person last night that was also great – the person I never thought I could be BFF’s with but now have gotten to that point…and I’m really happy about it too.  This person is an important part of my life and I am proud to call him a BFF.

Definitely blogworthy, amirite?